JUST LIKE BEFORE!

i forgot to mention today chem was gross like always
hwang was ... not gonna say
and after summerschool it was fun me pola josh hans and his friends went to joshs daddys place and ate
good food!! haha it was good(: but so much
it was fun! and we went back to school and saw sam baik and his bro james baik haha
it was fun! okayy

OK people told me my "guessing" thing was too easy and i also missed a lot pf people so  ... haha or im going to make it harder this time ... haha or im going to try to (: so here i go!

1. you always told me to try harder in life. or it seemed like you were implying it in every advice you gave me(: it was nice talking to you. we dont talk much anymore but i hope we get closer through church i guess(: i remember when i called you crying because of something stupid haha you just listened and let me just ramble on about nonsense.... haha! thanks! i really do respect you even if you might have some downfalls

2. you... i dont have much to say about you. when i first met u it was at retreat the place with the two bears i remember exactly where we were. it was in the sanctuary, near where the praise band will play, sitting by the window. first i thought you were nice... however the more i got to know you, you were different you werent mean but strange.. im not going to name the things you did because that would totally give it away but now you just think your so cool. who said you had to like everyone? if you dont its ok. stop acting like you do and talk crap behind someones back ....(:

3. man! i remember when i rode ur car and the music was PUMPING! it was fun though

i remember we texted a lot and once you asked me " why never me"

iono why but i just never saw u that way i guess just like a brother. and someone you want to hold dear so if i did like u i was afraid that we wont talk...  i think... (: but we dont talk that much anymore huh. i wish we did  i think its getting better(: its like i want to talk to you not cuz i need to or cuz i have a crush on you but just cuz seems like you care(:

4. girl when i met you i was like ok shes crazy (: haha

man you freak of nature haha jk i love you i remember you always used to say "your such comedy" i was like haha on the outside but on the inside i was like wtf who says that! haha but then i got to know you and you one of the most amazing girls i met this year and im excited i got to be ur friend! i love how your always so welcoming and so kind to everyone! when u went abroad i was like HELL no ima miss her but you didnt forget about me ! and told me wonderful stories<33>

5.when i first met you i remember you used to call me sarah unni haha! i was like WOAH! but then u stopped and i was like ok better cuz then unni sounds so.. iono like far apart! but im glad u stopped just call me sarah(: your so enthusiastic and so cute! haha yeahh i was like i should right about the upcomming soph. and u were the first person to pop up in my head ! haha

6. iono what to write about individual upcomming soph. because all of you guys have like similar characteristics haha a lot of you guys are clueless! haha but its cute yeahh are of you guys are so sweet& cute and i guess somewhat innocent(: really youth group will be nothing without you guys!<3

7. i had to write about this upcomming freshy though 

uhmm i think we got close yeahh like last year iono or maybe this year yeahh this year

it was fun getting to know you TO BE HONEST at first i didnt like you but i doubt u liked me either haha but as i got to know you, you were different than i thought so i guess thats where the saying dont judge a book by its cover comes in. but you tell me these stories that disappoint me a lot i know im not ur mom and i know im just a friend if you consider me one(: but i do care for you! i dont want you to go off in a direction where there is no good foryou! sorry if that didnt make sense i hope u notice your own mistakes and learn not to do it anymore. lols but then again highschool comes once let loose sweetie! but not too loose(:

8. hmm i met you when i was in 3rd grade... you were so sweet. always playing pokemon, picking out the soft french fries haha! and then we stopped talking then i went back in 6th grade and we started to hang out every saturday after korean school going to nrb, the mall, to your house then walking to morning glory! haha it was fun moments this went on till i was in like end of 7th grade or 8th grade then you got a car! and we didnt need to only hang out on sat. we hung out 24/7 there never went a day with out a phone call or like 20 text ATLEAST! it was good i felt like we would never drift apart... then you transfered to db.... then things began to change it wasnt that drastic we still hung out.. things change drastic when i came to db... all ur friends graduated the year before so u met new friends... friends that wernt the best influence i think ur innocence disappeared...  i remember long ago we had DEEP convos but now it was just w/e u didnt care... you told me you went very far with ur bf.. i didnt know what to say then you started not to care for anything... i even cried one night.. i promised myself i wouldnt talk to u anymore... u became someone i didnt know anymore... partying all night.. i mean ur still in hs... but then i felt like u were still holding on and u seemed to try getting closer to me again... i did miss you.. we dont talk much still but i really wish the olden day came back atleast once...

9.we dont talk much but when we do its funny(: i like how u tried to kill me. but i guess its ok right NO ITS NOT! man.. it was scary but yeahh honestly when i first met u i thought u were very intimidating well u looked intimidating HAHA sorry but when i got to know u a bit you were nice and fun! too bad u had to leave so soon.... but hopefully we can hang out as long as u dont try killing me again (: but really u need to work on playing with little kids and driving and saying bye to people!

10.uhmm it seems like your always able to hurt urself in anyway possible! haha and everytime u cringe and u make all of the people cringe but then you always get up and try again and it i guess "inspires" or "influences" me not to give up..... and its good(: although ur in pain u try and try and end up getting the result u were looking for and i think im learning that from u!

11. i met u in 9th grade haha with ur bowl hair cut! it was soo funny and ur accent HAHA@ man i still remember how i met u... i met u through james(: he asked me if i wanted some of his goldfish i thought he was the strangest/cutest boy ever haha!! but when i met u i really thought u were strange too! but then we got close and it was weird how we ended up being in the same pe class again haha coincidence haha but honestly sometimes u can be a jerk but then everybody can but u keep telling me im mean to u but yeahh i understand sometimes i am but othertimes u can be on the GAH side.. but im glad we can be friends(: AND THANKS FOR MY DCFC SOUVENIR pishh--

12.i met u this year... i thought u were pretty cute! haha honestly speaking.. and we had a very deep conversation about my faith and it was crazay! but then i heard some nastay shit about you! and we stopped talking much just about the class we were in haha but i dont care of that crap anymore imjust glad i met u.. or thats whati thought untill u became such and arrogant "everything i say is right everything you say is wrong" motherfakin asshole. but i dont hate u. 

13.i jsut remember u throwing up next to me in fifth grade

u just kept rocking in ur seat saying u feel like ur going to throw up and i told u to stop rocking.. but u kept rocking and u threw up this poopgreenish brown chunky nasty thing.. man.. it was everywhere

ok i think this is it for now.. hmm haha go on guessing!