not been on much..

damn.. i wasnt on blog for so long...--

i should get back to it(:

even if like no one really cares... ima just write haha

man so much happened (:

but main things

1. cousins came they are cute SOMETIMES

othertimes ... omg...-- i never seen little kids like this

soo observant and so curious.. in bad ways..?

and they are so sheltered they cant even watch girls generation dance?!

2.PANERA OPENED!

3.i had a major bad day haha already junior year is gonna suck

4. FRESH09

STARFIELD&IOANNIS

it was awesome(: man starfield yay!!

& damn article one! crap the violinist Matt damnnnnnnnnn

i got both the violinist, matt and bass drummer dave  sign teehee and picture

they are good.. and goodlooking haha.. man

so thats kinda it..

i cant wait till 101009 FRESH! DAVID CROWDER yeah

i will post pics tomorrows 

damn...

i might of not known him but

rip brandon..

everytime i go online i find something new about him

that his parents passed away a few years ago

and his uncle died last year...

his life was filled with so many tragedies 

i realized he lived 3houses down from me and i remember

when i first moved and he saw me with chaparral shorts

he asked me if i was going to go to db.... and stuff...

i learned that he donated his organs which saved 10 people..

man... 

i wish i got to know him... 

now hes in a better place with his parents and his uncle.. rip..

fun times~~<33

hahaha looking through old pictures and damn ryan gosling is so hot...

school tomorrow. im already getting sick of school i need a break(:

damn korea look what you did now poor jaebum..

man.. korea has to much pride 

i mean honestly what are we good at that we have to be so proud about

Japanese people have cars... tvs..

europe has fashion.. food chocolate

what do we have ..? bboy? so the france

man korea needs to chill

ihate korea are you gonna storm into my house and tell me to die.

start making a suicide petition for me

wtf i didnt think it was this big till i found out

korea anti fans were making a SUICIDE PETITION and people were signing it for jaebum..

wtf is wrong with you..

would u like it if i made one for u?!

man hes leaving isnt he... why do you have to go so far... man i hate korea. come kill me why dont you.

he trained for so long...

all his hard work to perform for us...

man dumbass anti fans dont know how much work these celebs put into

ok tell me.. if they never ever said i hate korea EVER in their life.. w/e

but honestly we use the word love and hate so often and A LOT of the times we dont even

mean it.... 

it was four years ago.... common and they are saying the last time he logged on was 

8-20-09 and he didnt delete it 

HONESTLY WHO GOES BACK AND LOOK AT THE COMMENTS U FREAKIN POSTED

4 YEARS AGO..... give him a break.

ok im done ranting.... oh wow korean celeb has swine flu.. 

IM ANTI FOR ANTIFANS!

damn.. mariah got burned (:

Only reason I dissed you in the first place was because you denied seeing me 
Now I’m pissed off 
Sit back homie relax, in fact grab a six pack, kick back while I kick facts 
Yeah Dre sick track, perfect way to get back 
Wanna hear something wick wack? 
I got the same exact tat that’s on Nick’s back 
I’m obsessed now 
Oh gee, is that supposed to be me in the video with the goatee? 
Wow Mariah, didn’t expect you to go balls out 
Bitch shut the fuck up before I put all them phone calls out 
you made to my house when you was wild-n-out before Nick 
When you was on my dick and give you somethin to smile about 
How many times you fly to my house? Still trying to count 
Better shut your lying mouth if you don’t want Nick finding out 
You probably think cuz it’s been so long if i had something on you I woulda did it by now 
Oh on the contrary, Mary Poppins, I’m mixing our studio session down and sending it to mastering to make it loud 
Enough dirt on you to murder you 
This is what the fuck I do 
Mariah, it ever occur to you that I still have pictures? 
However you prefer to do and that goes for Nick too faggot 
You think I’m scared of you? 
You gonna ruin my career you better get one 
Like I’ma sit and fight with you over some slut bitch cunt that made me put up with her psycho ass over 6 months and only spread her legs to let me hit once 
Yeah, what you gonna say? I’m lucky? Tell the public that I was so ugly that you fucking had to be drunk to fuck me? 
Second base? What the fuck you tell Nick, punk? 
In the second week we were dry humping. It’s gotta count for something. 
Listen, girly. Surely you don’t want me to talk about how I nutted early cos I ejaculated prematurely and bust all over your belly, and you almost started hurling and said I was gross, go get a towel you’re stomachs curling. 
Or maybe you do. 
But if I’m embarrassing me, I’m embarrassing you and don’t you dare say it isn’t true. 
As long as the song’s getting airplay I’m dissing you. 
I’m a hair away from getting carried away and getting sued. 
I was gonna stop at 16 
That was 32 
This is 34 bars. We ain’t even a third of the way through. 
Damn, Slim. Mariah played you. Mariah who? 
Oh did I say ”whore”, Nick? I meant a liar too. 
Like I’ve been goin off on you all this time for no reason. 
Girl you out ya alcholic mind. Check ya wine cellar. Look at the amounts of all the wine. 
Like I fuckin sit around and think about you all the time. 
I just think this shit is funny when I pounce you on a rhyme. 
But fuck it now I’m bout to draw the line. 
And for you to cross it that’s a mountain that I doubt you wanna climb. 
I can describe areas in your house you wouldn’t find on an episode of Cribs 
A blow below the ribs if I hear another word so don’t go opening your jibs cos every time you do it’s like an over load of fibs 
I ain’t saying this shit again, ho. You know what it is. 
It’s a warning shot before I blow up ya whole spot 
Call my bluff and I’ll release every fucking thing I got 
Including the voicemails right before you flipped your top 
When me and Luis were trynna stick two CD’s in the same slot 
(Slim Shady _________? Slim Shady _________? I love you) 
I love you too 
Let me whisper sweet nothings into your ear, boo. Now what you say? 
(It’s nothing) 
Ya so what I’ll do? 
Is refresh your memory when you said ”I want you” 
Now should I keep going or should we call truce? 
(You think you’re cute, right? Hahaha) 
You bet your sweet ass I do 
(I’m Mary Poppins, b) 
And I’m Superman, mmm 
(Mary P. Slim Shady) 
Comin’ at you 
So if you’ll still be my (babygirl) 
Then I’ll still be your (Superhero, Oh my em.) 
Yeah, I’m right here 
(You like this) 
Nope. Not anymore, Dear. 
It cuts like a (knife) when I tell ya get a (life) 
But I’m movin on with mine 
Nick, is that your (wife) 
Well tell her to shut her mouth then I’ll leave her alone 
If she don’t (sink this script?) then I’ma just keep goin 
(I see Mary Ann. Mary Ann’s saying ”cut the tape, cut the tape”. Knife!)

all this just because of obsessed haha!